The Maine Diaper Dumper news has gone national, and the reward is up to $500.
I hope this is some lazy nursing home employee, and not one of us...
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Q&A With Champ
NOTE: Up today I have a Q&A with Champ. Champ wrote a guest entry here called Coming of Age in February 2013, and a guest entry on puppy play in 2012. He also wrote an intro, complete with pics, that same year. Today he's submitted some new photos, and also taken the time to complete an entire Q&A!
You can check out more from Champ, including some of the most introspective ABDL writing you'll ever read, on his Tumblr blog: lilboychamp.tumblr.com.
Q&A With Champ!
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Name/Nick: Champ
Age: 29
City/State/Country: Monterey, California, USA
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? All of the above
Website: lilboychamp.tumblr.com
Social Sites:
champ on ABDLC, RUPadded
thedeliverator on Fetlife
And now for the questions.
• When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I never knew what ABDL was until I got internet in my house in the late 90's. I must've been in middle school or high school by the time I discovered someone's 'big baby' page online, with pictures and stories and all kinds of goodies.
• What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
The first time I got my hands on a diaper was when I noticed one of my sister's old dolls had one on. I think it was an old style pampers, with crinkly plastic backing and everything and it fit perfectly! I was only 4 at the time. Then I bought a pack of diapers in secret when I was in 6th grade during a trip with my parents. I wore one or two (they also fit) but then my mom found one in the trash and I panicked and threw the rest away. A few times I took em from my school's pre-school in middle school. I knew it was wrong but it felt so good to wear and cum in my diapers. After that I didn't ever touch a diaper again until I was in college. Actually in high school I'd sometimes try to simulate diapers by wearing a bunch of briefs at once, it made sense at the time...
• Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
I don't think they know, though my 'baby stuff' such as bottles and pacifiers has been seen. And then there's the plushies and cartoons and my raccoon jammies which I don't even try to hide. I've gotten caught and have always explained it away or refused to speak about it, so I have no idea what they really think about it.
• Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
Yes! I dealt with that for a long long time. I started wearing at 18, as soon as I got to live on my own, and from that point on I was alternately torn between the irresistible desire to buy and wear diapers, and the feeling that what I was doing wasn't normal and I had to stop. I've since overcome that issue but only after many small steps, from accepting that it's not going to go away, all the way to refusing to turn down encounters with cute guys just because I'm wearing diapers. It's gone really well for me!
• For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?
Oh yes, or I should say, it was an important and memorable part of my college experience. For me independence and diapers came hand in hand, and I had some of my best diaper times in college getting to try out different diapers and baby accessories for the first time! You can get packages delivered straight to the dorms and pick them up whenever you want. If you really want to, you can always find a place to stash your diapers. Anything is possible for the determined diaper wearer!
• How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
I'm single now, but actually socially it's gone very well. I've told 10 non ABDL friends to date and nobody seems to think it's a big deal. Sometimes I emphasize the little or diaper part of it when I tell people and in a way, the AB side of it is the most releatable. I'd enjoy cuddling with my plush and sucking my paci even if I didn't have this fetish. After all, almost everyone did it when they were little, and those feelings don't go away just because you've grown a little bigger. Responses have ranged from indifference to certain friends actually incorporating diapers into our sexual life. Also, a lot of them just think all this is just super cute. Especially girls... one friend actually used a photo of me diapered and cuddling my plushie as her phone's wallpaper!
• Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
Nope. My parents are awesome and we have a healthy loving relationship.
• For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
I started searching the internet for porn like stuff after a classmate in school started talking about it. Of course he was talking about girls but I went straight to searching for 'penis pics' and the like. Before that all I knew of the naughty side of the internet was the @atemyballs meme on yahoo portals, which provided many giggles during my 6th grade computer lab. I imagine I found this around that time, at age 13 or so, when I explored just about everything that I liked online...I knew what I wanted, and was just excited to see it pop up at the click of a button. I don't think I even realized the implications of this discovery until later, when I began to understand the concept of an online community and the sheer number of people like me out there became apparent. I can't name any websites that are around today, it was mostly personal pages and stories at the time...but this was back in the day so I don't know if I could even find them if I tried now.
• Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.
I like to use 'baby stuff' like sleepers, plushies, pacifiers, high chairs etc., but I also just like diapers on their own. I like to be babied in a way that is both controlling and caring, but mostly I like to think of myself as a boy being trained rather than a real baby when I am babied by others. I also like pup play, bondage, furries, and pants wetting. I like a little of everything I guess.
• What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
A lot of my sexual activities incorporate diapers these days. I mean I'd say at the moment 90%, but it changes over time to sometimes less than 50%. Of course masturbation is my most common sexual activity and that involves a varied array of material and fantasies outside of the padded spectrum. So far I can still get it up in a real time situation, so I guess it hasn't caused any problems yet!
• If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
I like the idea of losing control, always have. So when I first started really going for full time use, I would talk a lot in my journals about 'regression'- accidents, giving into my need to wear, and the calming effect of pacifiers and other accessories. Regressing to the mental state of a toddler doesn't do it for me, though. I much prefer to think of myself as a big boy who is in diapers for his 'own good', especially when playing with others. If I'm in little mode, I'm more comfortable acting like a kid than a baby. I know I kind of mix the AB and DL side of things when talking about diapers, and I hope it's not confusing. For some people they are very seperate, for me they aren't.
Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here:
• What are your plans for the future?
I see myself living in a safe environment where it's okay for me to do what comes natural, which for me includes wearing diapers full time. I actually live in Asia right now and am wrapping up my second year of volunteer work out there, but I put California in the description at the top because who knows who's going to read this far. I'm really hoping to find some diaper/kink friendly room mates in the area of Monterey/Salinas by August, so if anyone is looking to rent this Summer, remember that this diaper boy will be in the market for a good home!
• What does being 'little' give you that you don't get in your everyday life?
For an adult American male, acceptable forms of emotional expression are extremely limited. Pup play and being a 'little' are both ways for me to express and receive the affection that every person needs in a safe environment. But I have been learning to be more open and loving in everyday life than I was in the past, including being more comfortable with physical affection.
• What's the best thing about being diapered, or diapering someone else?
I'm going to quote something I wrote a long time ago in my journal because I think I said it best back then:
"I’ve only diapered other boys three or four times in my life, and what I liked most about it was knowing how much they enjoyed and appreciated being diapered. It felt so good knowing I had put a nice snug diaper on them to keep them protected for the next several hours. I know that a diaper that has been put on by someone else feels cozier and more secure than any diaper you put on yourself, a constant reminder that you have been given tender loving care by a special someone."
• What else helped you on the path to self acceptance?
I could never have gotten so far in accepting myself without the encouragement of others to do what makes me happy. All my friends who treated it like no big deal, and especially the AB/DL/Daddies out there who not only taught me that diapers are not wierd, but that they can be downright sexy! Encouragement to wear is like a salve on the wound, and a big turn on for me whether it be suggestion (You should really wear diapers), reprimand (What do you mean no diapers? Get in a diaper right now, you bad boy!), persuasion (But you love your diapees, little buddy!), or mandate (No buts. You must wear your diapers!). I like to play 'hard to diaper' but believe me, it doesn't take much to get me into one. Try it, if you don't believe me!
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