[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today on the blog, I have a Q&A and some awesome photos from someone new to the blog, Pup Artemis. I've long been interested in getting into puppy stuff and chastity, so I'm digging these pictures, especially. Read through his Q&A, get to know him, and hit him up if you have any questions about pup play.
Q&A With Pup Artemis
Name/Nick: Artemis
Age: 27
City/State/Country: San Fransisco California
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? ABDL Alpha PUp
Contact information!
Artemis Mac Tire on Facebook
@lilalphaartemis on telegram
Around late middle early elementary school. I was picked on a lot and realized picturing other boys in diapers helped me process a lot of the anger and humiliation for some reason and I gradually realized I was attracted to the idea of a guy in a diaper. This gradually expanded and I started wanting to try them myself.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
I did not sadly. I was raised by my mom and grams and often lived in small houses without a lot of privacy. I fantasized and looked at stuff online now and then but I never really tried anything until I lived on my own around 22ish. I did wet the bed until around 13-14 ish so I wore training pants for a long time but I never quite drew the connection between them.
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
Mom knows from Facebook. She checks in on my puppy Facebook from time to time. She does not really talk about it and neither do I. My little sister knows because we tell each other everything but it’s mostly a don’t ask don’t tell situation now.
Social life it lets me know who I can keep around and who just sucks as a human being and should be cut out. I enjoy being a diaper pup and if someone doesn’t like that well kiss my grits. I advocate a lot for diaper boys and pups and everyone to be able to show up to events padded if they wish. It’s something I believe very strongly in and am constantly arguing with others about. Yes I do believe in time and place with diapers. But someone trying to tell me my diapers don’t belong in Folsom is gonna get an earful.
Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
I was the only boy in my family growing up. As such I got a lot of “be a big boy for mommy” whenever my mom traveled. So I had a hard time being a kid a lot because I wanted to be strong for mom. Now on the flip side when mom was around I was her total mommas boy. I actually had bed wetting issues until I was nearly 14 so I was in training pants for a lot longer then most people.
I remember browsing tumblr and thinking “aww what cute kids I just wanna take care of them all”. And sometimes the thoughts would get naughtier but generally it was all these paternal feelings for wanting to care for others. And then when I discovered puppy play the diapers just slotted neatly into my personality. I’m a big strong Alpha dog. But I have a soft gentle side and wanna be cuddles and held and changed by my Alpha or handler. It all just meshed well. My strongest memory is also the first ABDL I ever met in person. I was on grindr (in rural Texas not an easy thing) and started chatting with a guy because I liked his Starcraft tattoo. At one point I was asking how he slept and he said “like a wet rock” and I was like huh? And he sent me a photo of him diapered. And suddenly my mind just went 28495030 miles an hour because I finally had met an ABDL and he lived nearby. We hung out and I diapered him and he eventually diapered me.
Well I am a diaper puppy as I mentioned. I also do handler stuff well diapered. But as a puppy my diapers are a very important part of my. It’s me showing my vulnerability. Yes I a big strong Alpha who tops all the subby dogs and tries his best to be a roll model. But sometimes I need help to. I need a change. Or someone to find my pacifier and let me curl up in there lap. It’s basically my way of helping connect to a handler or another Alpha in saying “okay. I trust you enough that I’m gonna let you see me vulnerable and trust you to take care of this part of me.”
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
Ehh 40-45%. Well I do get excited by the thought of another guy in diapers and putting him in them it’s mostly me wanting to care for and take care of someone. I’ll do sexual stuff with guys in diapers that ranges from just letting them grind against me well wet and teasing them. And I do enjoy the humiliation aspect of taking away control. Diapers are msotly sexual for me when they involve me getting put in them by a dom. It’s them saying “I am in control now and you need to listen” and is one of my biggest subby triggers. That said I also don’t have to be sexual in diapers. When I mosh in a diaper it’s just a part of me. I get called and call myself The Little Alpha (it was my old packs nickname for me and it stuck) for just that reason. I’m a little puppy who has some big shoes he tries to fill and wants to take care of everyone and also be taken care of.
Love it. Love every second. Some daddy/Sir type I click with wants me to be his little puppy boy I will be happily wagging away. I’ll fuss a bit and make them get a bit forceful with me generally because that’s part of the fun. But someone willing to diaper me and put me in my gear then just snuggle and cuddle me is someone who will melt my heart. And on the other side of things I love helping others regress. It makes my paternal side so happy to see a little one comfortable in my arms in just a diaper sucking a pacifier. Or bottle feeding him well I rub his belly. Or watching him wet himself and not realize it’s happening because he’s so deep in his little space. Cuddling well we watch paw patrol and he claps excitedly along with the TV. It’s those feelings that I live for.
I do wanna leave a little ending note saying that if anyone ever needs or wants someone to talk discussing diapers or pup play feel free to message me on any platform. I’m more then happy to chat. And to any little male or female who’s feeling sad alone or scared remember. There are lots of us out here. Your not alone. You are loved. It will get better.
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