[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have some Q&A answers and adorableness in pictorial form from Tonio, aka Fortstracciatella. You may be familiar with him from Tumblr - and he's on some of the other sites, including ABDL.link, as well. Thanks, Tonio!
Q&A With Fortstracciatella
Name/Nick: Tonio Ivan
Antonio de La Rochambeaux Drunkowitz (just Tonio is fine) / fortstracciatella
Age: 22
City/State/Country: México City, México
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? AB
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
Probably around 8 or 9 years old, I remember sort of being jealous of the babies and wanted to be them.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
I first started buying individual baby diapers (which in here you can get at a convenience store) then around my teenage years I started individual adult diapers (which are a bit more difficult to find but life always finds a way).
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
I told my mom a couple of years ago and it just became a “don’t ask don’t tell” subject, however it did helped my relationship with her to be more confident and affective.
Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
I don’t think so, I’ve felt like stop doing it but was caused after horrible experiences with other persons, but was just a 10-15 second idea.
For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?
I’ve been open about my fetish to some of my friends. Genuinely turns everything a bit more difficult since most people won’t understand it at all, but of course there’s always someone who does.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
No effect at all really, maybe I became a little more confident about what I want and how to ask for it and of course be open minded about receiving it or not.
Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
I did went through a horrible abuse situation at an early age, I’m not really sure if it affected me to have this fetish, when this happened I was very young even to understand what was happening so I never realized that was abuse until my post teenage years.
For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
I remember around 12 just searching for pictures of men in diapers eventually came across this Spanish speaking site called diaperforo.org (not even sure if the portal still exists) and besides pictures and stories they had this sort of support forum; which pretty much answered most of my questions at the time, the answer to all the other questions I had to discover it myself.
Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.
I do am interested in diaper discipline, forced regression, mostly wet (I can do messy but not really my first go to).
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
About a 75% so far no problems really.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
I just love being regressed, feeling like for a certain amount of time you can be a more vulnerable version of yourself and not to worry since daddy or mommy or a caretaker will be there to take control, I find it soothing and like the most authentic version of me.
Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here.
This might be a cliché but self accepting is one of the hardest part of being a human, even after you do the struggle is not over; but after accepting yourself things my get easier.
BE SURE TO ADD HIM ON TUMBLR:
fortstracciatella.tumblr.com
AND ABDL.LINK:
https://abdl.link/@littletigertonio
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AND ABDL.LINK:
https://abdl.link/@littletigertonio
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