Q&A With Stephen
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Name/Nick: stephen or baby stephen
Age: 23
City/State/Country: Myrtle beach sc usa
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? adult baby
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I first realized that i had an obession with diapers and being little when i was about 5 or 6. I would always have dreams of being surrounded by diapers and would feel just like a baby. I also wet the bed until i was about 8 years old but never wore goodnites or anything.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
I actually had a very close friend who lived right across the street from me until i moved away at age 11 who's sister had to wear goodnites all the time cause she was disabled (i know this may sound wrong but i was like 7) so me and my friend would take them and wear them for fun. This continued until he kinda just grew out of it and i didnt, i would painstakingly ride my bike to the store to get a pack of goodnites many times growing up until i started driving then i would go to the local medical supply store and buy real mollicares.
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
Its kind of on a dont ask dont tell basis, i mean my parents and siblings caught me a couple times but the only one that i came out to when i was about 18 was my brother and he didnt mind at all.
Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
Oh the binge and purge, i think every abdl has dealt with this at some point in their life. I would wear almost everyday then just be completely disgusted with myself and bury it down inside for months on end. But not matter what it would always come back, when i was about 20 i kind of just accepted the fact that no matter what i will always love being padded and being little. So now i really dont deal with the binge and purge aspect anymore which is amazing!
For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?
It did, in a very good way! When i first got into college i didnt wear too much at the time and lets just say i wasnt a stranger to partying...so unfortunately i dropped out and went through some personal stuff. After i met my big bro (partner) 3 years ago i pretty much started wearing full time other than going home to see family or other stuff of that nature. When i started in school again my padding always made me alot more secure with myself and actually helped me focus more and now i made the deans list this past semester.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
I have always tried to keep my little side separate from my adult side even though my little side is such a big part of my life. It has affected one relationship but he got over it and didnt mind it anymore.
For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
Im definitley over 18 now but when i first discovered the interenet i kind of just searched diaper on the old aol and was introduced to the glorious dpf.com and of course deeker.com (which at the time i didnt know was a total creeper sight) and this was absolutely ground breaking for me, i realized that i wasnt the only one in this world that had this interest.
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
I would say its 50/50 but at the same time im really not that sexual of a person. My little side is more of a comfort thing for me.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
I like to regress to that of a 3 to 4 year old who is still in diapers. I never really felt comfortable with being little until i met my big bro and daddy. They really helped me let down those walls that we all face when trying to get into headspace. One thing i can say is wow what an amazing feeling it is to be able to enjoy being little. to anyone reading this dont be ashamed at all! you are a unique human being, which is much better than the dreaded "normal".
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