Up today I have a Q&A from someone new - Baby Xander! You may know Xander from his Tumblr, imaginationofaboy.tumblr.com. He's a 20 year-old ABDL and wanna-be human pup - awww. Xander goes into some depth with his answers here - definitely worth a read. Thanks for contributing, Xander!
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Q&A With Baby Xander
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Name/Nick: Baby Xander
Age: 20
City/State/Country: Currently traveling within the US.
Who Are You? I'm an AB/DL and a wannabe human pup, so I suppose I'm developing a bit of a Babyfur persona.
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I have been OBSESSED with diapers, cribs, and generally being little since I was three. I had been out of diapers for about 3 months before I realized that potty training and "being a big boy" was a trap.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
The first time I ever satisfied my diaper crave, I was three years old, left alone at my babysitters house after preschool. She had this horrible habit of telling me to take a nap under a crib while she would watch tv (sleep) in her room. Being three and not designed to sit still, I wandered about and found the changing table loaded with diapers. Out of pure instinct, I grabbed an armful of em, buried my face in, and took the sniff that would forever change my life. I was instantly hooked like an addict. So what did I do? I filled my backpack with em and took them home with me when my mom picked me up. Ever since, from elementary school friend's younger siblings during sleepovers to 20 bucks from my moms purse and a trip to Walgreens, I was fiending religiously. I know it sounds really intense, because it was, but I'll explain myself a little later.
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
The day after I stole all those diapers from my babysitter 17 years ago, my mom did the "mom" thing and grabbed my booty during a hug. Bus. Ted. This was the first of many times in my life where my parents caught me with them. They, well, weren't the happiest campers about it. When middle school rolled around, I was sent to a battery of psychiatrists, psychologists, family and school counselors, and pastors/priests. Funny thing, however; I was able to convince most of them (with the exception of the religious zealots) that I should wear them, that it's not hurting anyone, and they tried to convince my parents to let me! Of course, this angered my parents, because they were supposed to "fix" me, instead of encourage me, so they (my parents) would just send me to a different psych, calling the formers loonies or stupid. It has been a war, but after I was kicked out for being gay, I got the last, comfy, crinkly laugh.
Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
I've only ever purged once in my life, and it wasn't from shame, more so the stress of big life and the seemingly irresponsibility of my obsession.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
Well, after a picture of me was mysteriously leaked from a rather specific internet search (*raises eyebrow*), word and the picture spread to everyone this particular individual knew who also knew me. Some people stopped associating with me, others seemed to get closer. I decided that if I was gonna be weird, I might as well own it and wear it proudly. However, this is such a defining trait of my character, I've ruined many relationships and snubbed out countless potential ones (with deep connections, too). I've thusly decided that, because telling my significant other would be inevitable, I will only date Daddies, since after the most intimate part of me is out on the table, I don't have to be dodgy and secretive with someone I care about.
Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
Short answer, since this is a touchy subject for me, I can't remember a whole year of my life, specifically between 2 and 3, minus my second birthday and a family trip to Michigan. I was raised predominantly by the tv. My one and only brother has had many, many near successful homicidal tendencies against me since birth. He wanted a sister, was his reasoning.
Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.
I'm a submissive baby/diapered pup. I think, if you're wearing a diaper, you should probably use it. I'm not a sissy, but I've never tried it, so I don't know.
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
Diapers, although sexually stimulating, are not the sole source of my ecstasy. I don't know about a specific percentage of orgasms per diapered versus non diapered, but if I had to guess, I'd say 30% occurs diapered. It's really fun, but I don't wanna spoil myself.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
Age regression, for me, is the safest, coziest, and most freeing setting I can imagine, and I have one crazy imagination! Speaking of which (insert shameless plug here), I have a tumblr (say out isn't so!). Check me out at imaginationofaboy.tumblr.com! Peace, love, and padding!
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