[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have a Q&A with Littleguyau. You may know him from Tumblr (@littleguyau). I had the occasion to meet him at CAPCON 2018 and enjoy a breakfast or two with him, and he's a pretty cool little guy. Enjoy!
Q&A with Littleguyau
Name/Nick: littleguyau
Age: 35 or 3.5
City/State/Country: Melbourne, Victoria, Australia
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? Little
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I was about 6 years old the first time I tried on one of my baby sister's cloth diapers. I got a hell of a spanking for it.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
I used my sister's doll's diapers (newborn size), king-sized towels as well on occasion.
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
I have an inkling they were aware (when I still lived at home), if they believe I still do it, we don't discuss it / they haven't ever mentioned it.
Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
It's been so long, I do recall throwing out some plastic pants at one stage, but that's about it.
For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?
When I was at university, I was only wearing irregularly, so it never was an issue.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
I told my first bf about it after feeling a lot of pressure from him (He lived 3 hours away from me, and I was looking to meet up with a local DL - he wanted to know what my texts were about and wouldn't relent). He tried it once or twice as foreplay. Since then I've never gotten far enough for it to come up. I haven't really dated since I've gone effectively 24/7. I did tell my nurse bf in Canada (lived there for two years) and he was comfortable with it, but didn't engage too much. As for parenting - I'm happy to be the fun gay uncle.
Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
I knew I had an interest in diapers at a very early age - I don't recall any major traumas in my life to support this theory.
Some people have pointed out their observation that a larger-than-average number of multiple birth babies (twins, etc.) rep the ABDL lifestyle. If you are one of these, please explain what effect, if any, you feel this may have had on your ABDLishness.
I'm not a twin, as far as I know ;)
For the older generation, please tell us more about what it was like being ABDL before social networking. I will be looking for the perspectives of members in their 40s, 50s, and even higher.
I was fortunate enough to have dial-up just as I hit puberty. Downloading one VanGoo pic took about 30 minutes. The newsgroups (alt.sex.fetish.diapers) were letting me know I wasn't alone. I didn't engage with looking for others until I was 18. I later found out that a guy a year or two above me in high school, from my smallish hometown, was into diapers. We never really met though.
For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
Early on, I found wetset, newsgroups (alt.sex.fetish.diapers), IRC, Deeker, DPF, big baby's home page, and a few others. Fortunately, I don't think there was too much time that I dwelled on thinking I might be alone in this.
Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.
I don't think I'm too removed from the mainstream ABDL archetype. Although, I haven't had anyone with which to explore options. I have (regressed?) from a DL to a little thanks to encouragement from an LA friend who lived with me briefly in Sydney.
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
Definitely edging closer and closer to 100%. In my early 20's, I guess my libido was indiscriminate about how I got my rocks off, and really enjoyed vanilla sex with a few individuals. I'm demisexual (unable to enjoy sex without first forming a bond) so that has limited my exploration regarding the need for paraphilia during sex of late.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
More so every day, I enjoy the idea of being someone's little guy, being a super-helpful kiddo around the house (that's in my nature, generally). It could be related to being on the Autism spectrum, but I feel like I never really properly learnt how to do basic growedup things. Don't get me wrong, I get by, but I could definitely use some tweaks to do things more effectively - washing clothes, cooking etc.
Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here:
Only about a year ago, I was officially diagnosed on the Autism spectrum. My life has a very different, more sensible perspective now. I'm in Melbourne, Victoria. Feel free to strike up a conversation.
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