Up today, I have a Q&A from LT. You've seen his pictures here before. Twice, actually. Quite a few of you have asked me more about him and, to be honest, I didn't know a whole lot. LT has decided to do a Q&A, so now we'll all get to know him a little bit more!
Quite a few of you have filled out Q&A's. For anyone who has yet to complete one, please hit me up at abysitter@gmail.com and I'll send you the questions, just put "Q&A" or "Questions" in the subject/body of the email. And if you want to read through all of the Q&A's my readers have done, just visit http://QandA.abysitter.com.
Thanks, LT!
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Q&A with LT
Name/Nick: LT
Age: 22
City/State/Country: Virginia, US
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? AB
The questions are:
• When did you first realize you were ABDL?
Honestly,
it goes back to when I was just out of diapers. I never got rid of my
pacifier or bottles/sippy cups and my parents never really forced me
until I was much older, at which point I was smart enough to hide them.
• What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
When
I was six, I asked Santa for diapers for Christmas and believe it or
not, my parents obliged by buying me a pack of Pampers size 6. When I
was 12, I started buying my own with money orders and ordering the
Tranquilty ATN's through NorthShore Care.
• Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
They
all knew when I was a teenager because my supplies were discovered in
my room. I used to keep my room locked and then one day my birth mother
went into my room for something and saw them. She never really pushed
the issue or anything and I was never really given too much of a
problem. When I was seventeen, I did go through a year long purge where I
got rid of everything I owned and made sure that I told everyone who
knew about it that I just outgrew it. I no longer speak or have contact
with my birth mother, but I do have someone that I call mom and has more
or less adopted me (outside the ABDL spectrum) and she is aware of my
AB side and is more than okay with it. She sees it as something that I
need in order to cope with life.
• Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
I
have done the binge/purge thing a couple times. The only time that I
ever feel shame about it, is when I find myself in a relationship. I
will usually feel shame and get rid of everything before my significant
other has a chance to find out about them. Although the weird thing is
that I usually have a want or need of them when I'm in a relationship
with someone.
• How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating?
Nah..
like I already explained.. I usually end up purging when I find myself
in a relationship. But I don't ever let it affect my life in any way. If
anything, I treat it as an enhancement to my life. It helps alleviate
stress/anxiety. And as far as dating goes, I prefer being single and
have been single for about two years now so it really isn't even an
issue.
• Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of
traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do
your life experiences bear this out?
I have some theories that
would lead me to believe that this is true in my case, but I have no
concrete proof. I have a couple different things in my life that has led
me to believe that I was molested as a young child and I think this
stems from that.
• For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to
discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at
the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it,
what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
I found adult diapers online to purchase when I was about twelve..
but I was about fourteen before I found the abdl community. My first
experience was on DPF and at the time I thought it was the greatest site
ever because there were chat rooms for teenagers that were just like
me. I met some awesome people on there and one of which I'm still
friends with even now. Also back then, I was fond of Deeker being
clueless to the many bad implications of that site.
• Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as
babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please
tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us
what you think people should know.
I'm *very* interested in the discipline aspect that falls beneath
the diaper spectrum for me. Diapers and age play put me at a younger
frame of mind and discipline goes hand in hand with that younger mind
frame for me. I'm interested in corner time, mouth soaping, punishment
lines and most particularly, spanking. To me, the perfect situation is
being a diaper boy and having someone to take me over their knee
whenever I step out of line for any reason. And admittedly, I'm
interested in more than just a few taps.. I want something real,
something I'm going to feel for a while... and hopefully something that
will reduce me to tears.
• What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
I
will jack off in diapers, but not because the diapers themselves are
sexual to me. When I jack off in diapers, it's only because diapers are
what I'm wearing at that time. So I wouldn't say that it causes me any
problems.
• If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more
about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into
a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
Personally, I
like being able to let go of everything that is going on in my life for a
little while... which is what happens when I'm able to regress.
Unfortunately, I have not ever had the pleasure of being babied by
anyone but I do still enjoy being able to do it on my own. Although, I
don't like considering it a fetish for myself because it isn't sexual
for me.
Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have
anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say
it here:
Unfortunately I live in a really small
conservative area and that makes it hard to find and meet up with other
ABDL's. It also greatly reduces any chances I have to find someone as a
playmate or to babysit me. I have only had the opportunity to go to a
littles munch once and while I enjoyed it a great deal, it was too far
of a drive to make it something that could happen regularly. My goal is
to find a playmate within a relatively close distance so that I can have
someone to do things with that I can't do with most people... like play
hide and seek, or wrestle, or sword fight, or with Nerf guns or any of
that fun stuff. Naturally all my friends have long since outgrown those
things and I can't find anyone to oblige anymore. I do own my own house
(even if it is a townhouse) so I have room to play.. and am going to
soon start working on turning one of my spare bedrooms into a nursery! I
enjoy the little side of myself and I do try to indulge it every chance
I get because it makes me happy.. and I think that's something everyone
needs a little more of.
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Quite a few of you have filled out Q&A's.
For anyone who has yet to complete one,
and I'll send you the questions,
just put "Q&A" or "Questions"
in
the subject/body of the email.
And if you want to read through all of
the Q&A's
my readers have done,
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