Up today, I have a Q&A and some adorable diaper and sissy pics from a dope li'l UK diaperchav, DiaperMoxxi. Moxxi is an AB and a sissybaby - something I definitely don't get enough representation from! He offered to do a Q&A to introduce himself to the community, and I believe we'll see more from him in the future.
Q&A With DiaperMoxxi
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Name/Nick: Leon, aka DiaperMoxxi
Age: 18
City/State/Country: Cambridgeshire, England
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? AB/DL, Sissy.
The questions are:
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I realised from a pretty young age
that I wanted to go back into diapers really. My earliest memory of this
was probably being around 6 or 7 and hiding in my mum's toilet when no
one was around and fashioning a diaper out out of toilet paper, which by
the way, does not make a good diaper at all haha. But even still, I'd
tie it up tight and put it under my big boy pants. After I sort of
matured a little and gave up on that sort of escapade for the longest
time I've had the urge to buy diapers and felt the need to be babied
really. For as long as I can remember I've wanted to get diapers but
it's only been in the last year or so when I've had money and the
confidence enough to actually go out and buy them. Only Drynites though,
I'll have to wait till I move out to get really good ones, and I'm
looking forward to it :)
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
Well other than the one thing I mentioned
in the question earlier, another memory which was kind of embarrassing
to remember was when I was at a family friends party when I was around 8
or 9 and went to go use the bathroom. They had a potty and diapers
there since they had little ones that needed them then :P. I tried on
the diapers but was too scared too use them and after that I used the
potty. It felt amazing being back in that position even then but sadly
that was near the end of the party so I left. That was my only really
last attempt I could've possibly had without raising suspicion which I
still am pretty scared of to this day. But now I have a whole load of
drynites to tide me over :)
Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.
I've
never had this personally, but sadly some of the people I've talked too
and got close too have over the last few months. It's really quite
disheartening to get too know someone and even get as close as to call
them daddy and then a few days later they just vanish... It's put me off
a lot of times but I've decided to just muscle through till I can find a
real daddy to look after me. It's worth the stress really.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
Well
my first and only boyfriend never knew about it, but I remember the
fondest memories I had with him were when I was really sleepy and just
fell asleep on a sofa or something and him carrying up to my room. It
just made me feel amazingly happy when I was half awake realising what
was happening. Same when we were watching things together and because he
knew I was really subby anyway made me sit on his lap to watch it. It's
really influenced me a lot to loving sitting on laps and getting/giving
cuddles :P it's the best feeling in the world to me really.
Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as
babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please
tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us
what you think people should know.
Well, something that's always gone
side by side with my ABDL side was my sissy side, similarly at the same
ages I've always sneaked into sisters room and wore their clothes for a
while and slept in them. Luckily my ex knew about this one and he helped
me get comfortable with this and I ended up getting a small wardrobe
over the last 2 years of girly clothes. I think they really mix together
perfectly really. At least for me, I feel really comfortable dressed up
girly with a diaper and a paci and my blankie which I've had for most
of my life :) I went through a looooong phase of only wearing panties
for a long time before I sorta grew out of it. But I've sort of replaced
it with diapers really. So really, it helps me feel safe wearing either
or both. It's strange and I've never really understood why but it just
makes me feel happy.
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
Well, I usually don't masturbate a
lot these days, I'm usually fairly happy waking up padded (and hopefully
dry) and going to bed padded. Though whenever I feel the mood, over the
last year and a half it's usually all that helps me. Not only do I feel
safe and comfy but when the mood arises it does really help make me
feel, well, horny :P. Though I'll admit i'm more happy helping over
people get off than myself, but still when that magic mood takes over.
Diapers always make it 100 times better.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about
that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a
fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
Well, it's been sort of a lifelong
dream for this to happen, really :P. I've had online daddies which is
nice and all well, but I'd really love to be able to meet up with a
Daddy and be regressed properly and feel like a proper baby :) Whenever
I'm alone I always have my paci nearby and usually cuddling my blankie
:P but now I feel like it's not enough. I'd love to experience being
changed and being babied really. My age is 3 I think, is what I've
always felt like being haha. And whenever I sleep in bed with everything
and my stuffed toy, kissing him goodnight always makes me feel great
and helps me sleep too :).
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International babies definitely wanted!
