[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have a Q&A and some baby pics from someone I first posted last week: LorenzoNappieTime.
If you don't already follow his big bro Baby Gizz do it - you'll see him appear there quite a bit, as well. Today he's taken the time to share more of his story. Read, enjoy, and if you'd like to share your own story with my readers, hit me up in an email: abysitter@gmail.com. As always, 18+.
Q&A with LorenzoNappieTime
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Name/Nick: Lorenzo
Age: 21
City/State/Country: Ohio
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? Little, neko boy, twink, wedgie boy, abdl
When did you first realize you were ABDL?
I don't know really. Probably at a 16 or 13 but at the time I didn't know that term or heard that there was a name for what I was into. At first I started off on youtube doing wedgie dares. That's how most people know me. My name was wedgiedarebrothers on youtube. I was still fascinated by diapers and wanted to wear but at the time didn't have money. I always had really awesome diaper dreams of getting babied and that.
What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?
I know one time when I was in middle school I accidentally wet my undies in class. Was super embarrassing and my desk seat was all wet. Was sent to nurses office. They had spare sweatpants for me to wear which they called a spare tire but they didn't have any underwear to give me to wear. So they had me wear a hospital tape diaper. The most humiliating and embarrassing part was they had to put it on for me cause they knew I probably wouldnt know how to put it on and want to make sure it doesn't fall off. They layed me down on the hospital lounge then to make it even more embarrassing they wiped me with baby wipes and I think they put baby powder so I wouldn't sweat from wearing it in school. I got all blushy. I wore it and I didnt throw it away when I got home from school. I kept it and wore it all the time, didn't use it because it was only diaper I had but eventually my mom found in room and threw it away.
At one of my grandparents house. They used to let me drink out of my favorite bottle. I use to fill it up with orange juice or milk or chocolcate milk which is my favorite to put in my bottle to this day hehe. I drank out of it when I was 12 to 16 but my mom found out and she yelled at them for letting me drink out of it that i was to old for that. They used to argue why not he likes it and its not hurting anybody. My first time getting diapers was when I was 15 or 16. My parents were gone and I rode my bike up to the store. I bought a case of goodnites, was super shy and embarrassed to buy and even carry them to the register. To make it more embarrassing there was a really cute girl at the register to, I literally just embarrassed myself saying, there for my younger brother. She was like ok. Was such a dumb move, cause its like she obviously knows now they are for me cause I made a excuse for buying them when I didnt even need to explain myself for buying them. I rode my bike home with the pack of diapers in the bag. I ran up to my bathroom then quickly undressed then opened them up. Then I slid them on and omg was most amazing thing thats ever happened to me. I was like im wearing a diaper this is amazing.
Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?
My parents know and it was super embarrassing. They found out like last year. They were cleaning my room one day was unexpected. I came home from work and I saw the door open to my closet and im like "oh no they probably saw my diaper stash" but i pretended like maybe they didn't see. It was a that point I saw my dad folding my onesies.Im like oh no they probably know now. After all the cleaning. My mom then asked "why do you have 2 packs of diapers in your closet?". Im like idk. My mom was like "are you wetting the bed again? " Im like no. So it was no use I had to come clean. I told them that it makes me feel little and that wearing diapers sometimes is a stress reliever (which it is). My mom was like "oh ok, we just wanted to know why you had them but we love you no matter what. My dad suggested that if I wanted to see someone to see why im into it I could. Im like no im good. My mom said "well id rather have my boy in diapers then taking drugs". Im like in my head "omg my mom didnt just say that". Made me blush a lot.
For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?
Didn't really affect my college experience except for useful when I had to go to the bathroom.
How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?
Its really a part of me and who I am. Dating wise I usually tell the person even when I first talk to them about me being a little. I dont like keeping it a secret. Plus its like I want them to accept me for it and be able to maybe baby me and spend time in diapers with me. I dont force them to but at least for them to be respectful of it. SomeI met like one of my ex's that I still talk to nothing bad really happened between us just I didnt really feel the same love for him but he is still very sweet and kind. He wore for me even though he never tried. Even when I was shy to ask him if he would wear with me he said "Babe dont ever be afraid to ask me to do something. I fell in love with you and i dont want you to be scared to ask me to do anything with you". He was such a sweetheart. I cant really date people who arnt ok with it and think its weird. Its a part of who I am and I dont want to give it up. There are even some people I met who have actually tried it for me and enjoyed it . One person said "I see why you love being a little, I like it so far". Two that I met actually wet their diaper and enjoyed it.
I recently have slowly been telling my close friends about my little side. All of them are cool with it and have said they will always support me and will not judge me on what I like. I have very nice really cool friends. One of my friends who made a tumblr. I told her oh il add you on my normal tumblr, but i mostly post on my other tumblr. She asked "whats your other tumblr?". I said you know the thing im into. Shes like ohhh okay. Then she said "well you can follow me on that one to if you want, I don't mind". Im like no way this is awesome. Then one day I was looking at my notifications and it showed her following me. I sent her a message, I was like I saw your following me, just want to let you know there are pics of me in diapers and that just so you know what to expect from my blog. Shes like "its ok I don't mind". Made me so happy one of my best friends was following my blog and supporting me!! Some are super cool with me sharing what onesies i should get and what they think on my drawing art I have done. They complimented alot on my ben 10 diaper drawing i did. They liked it. One of my best friends that like a big bro to me. I sometimes share some of my pics to see what he thinks and sometimes like to show him my new little stuff. He is super chill and very trustworthy. He said "as long as it isnt any messy or wet pics im fine with giving you advice on the pics.
Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?
I mean I don't know. I think even if I didn't have that middle school incident or being able to drink out of a bottle. I still think I would still be who I am today.I have always been into diapers plus I had lots of dreams about it.
For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.
I think I was 16 or 17 when I discovered diaper sites like when I discovered diaper boys and girls like me on tumblr or diaperbois. Tumblr, youtube, and diaperbois was a big one that helped me. And some diaper friends my age at the time have showed me or let me try on the abdl diapers.
Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.
I am a neko boy, little, I love making messy and wet in my diape. My little bro pedigreeangel always teases me calling me a sissy boy, even though he is one to hehe. I did have some experiences where I had real accidents. Like on baby-gizz's birthday I was thinking about wearing a diaper to work to celebrate but then I was like il wear when i get home. Then after work really had to go to the bathroom. I got home then ran up the stairs. Opened up my apartment door then stepped in then I messed my pants on accident. Im like of all days I had a real accident in my pants on gizzy's birthday. I told gizzy, he laughed and said "looks like you really do need to wear diapers from now on". Was pretty silly and cute.
Another time was at disney world. We were heading out of the magic kingdom then my dad asked if I had to use the bathroom I said no im fine. We got on the busses to head back to our resort hotel. Then I felt the urge to go potty. I had to mess so bad. I held it in and was tooting alot. Finally got off the bus ran towards our room but my parents had the key. I told them to hurry up. They unlocked the door then I ran to the bathroom then opened the toilet seat but it kept closing down on me. Then all of a sudden it happened, I messed my pants. Im like no way all that holding it in and of all places I had a accident right in the bathroom near the toilet. My parents yelled at me and said "how did you mess yourself when you were in the bathroom already. It was so embarrassing
What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?
Cant really think of a percentage but i guess maybe 90%. I really like messing my diapers, sometimes i love doing enemas, and those challenges like the banana challenge and marshmallow. Also love using my magic wand on my diaper. Feels really good. Its also super fun rubbing diapers against each other to with my diaper friends. I love just sitting in my mushy diaper feels so nice.
If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.
The regression aspect I love. It just feels so nice being taken care of and being babied. Having to be dependable on somebody else to change you, carry you, feed you and that. Gets me so much in the little mood getting babied. Especially getting spanked and getting my diaper change to puts me in the place. Also love bubble baths to. Just makes you feel so little and childish. Makes me giggle and smile getting babied. Cuddles are the best too.
Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here...
I wanted to add some people ask how I got into messing. Well I have to say at first I did like doing it but I was always afraid to sit in it and wasn't sure if I would like it. Was mostly scared of clean up part and how hard it would be. Id have to say someone who really helped me out a lot was my big bro Baby-Gizz!! He helped me through it and told me that clean up is pretty easy. He helped me through having the confidence to sit in my dirty diaper. At first when I sat in it felt weird but wow it felt so good. So mushy and warm. Some people ask how it feels. Feels like your sitting in play-dough, also sometimes the clean up is not so bad. Sometimes when I sat in my mess and took of the diaper to go clean. Sometimes there was nothing on my butt. Its like play-dough you mush it down but it never really sticks to you but it depends on the state of your mess really. Sometimes you'll get some messy on your bum sometimes you wont but always make sure to take a shower. Taking a shower, makes cleaning easy. Also if you want to experience or are curious what its like to mess your diaper. Just put some bananas down your diaper or warm oatmeal it feels just like a messy but it doesn't stink.
Anything else?
Also Id like to thank some other of my diaper friends and the community for giving me confidence to show myself. I was a bit shy at first but now I feel confident with all the support. I love this community and so glad that im not alone to be into this. I also have had messages say that they loved my youtube account and my blog and that my blog helped inspired them to experience themselves and to not hide. I was so happy to hear that and to hear I inspired people to show themselves and do stuff they were afraid to do. There are a few people I know that have inspired me like my big bro baby-gizz, pedigreeangel, minimax, thepaddedprince, pull-up-prince, dbcayden, tynanmax, and also the littletriforce!! Could go on for hours!! Anyway Id like to close this off by saying that im a proud little to be part of this amazing community!! :)
