Answers to Anons

A few answers to anons from Tumblr yesterday that I figured should appear here, too...





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About That Tumblr Purge...

By now it's probably no secret to anyone who uses Tumblr for their ABDL browsing that the app has gone on a bit of a kink purge bender recently. 

According to Tumblr, its app was removed from Apple's app store after child pornographic images were found site-wide - including images not currently uploaded to the National Center for Missing & Exploited Children's database. That may mean many things, but likely means images containing child pornography that are being introduced to the world via Tumblr. 

Tumblr, it appears, is taking this seriously - and may be targeting kink-related blogs containing pornography - child or not. From their statement: 

We’re committed to helping build a safe online environment for all users, and we have a zero tolerance policy when it comes to media featuring child sexual exploitation and abuse. As this is an industry-wide problem, we work collaboratively with our industry peers and partners like NCMEC to actively monitor content uploaded to the platform. Every image uploaded to Tumblr is scanned against an industry database of known child sexual abuse material, and images that are detected never reach the platform. A routine audit discovered content on our platform that had not yet been included in the industry database. We immediately removed this content. Content safeguards are a challenging aspect of operating scaled platforms. We’re continuously assessing further steps we can take to improve and there is no higher priority for our team.

To that end, several ABDL blogs have been deleted without warning recently, and I've heard reports that site moderators are going back through old videos and removing them, sending out the ubiquitous 'terms of service' email. 

Newly announced, also, is a content filtering change for iOS. Users of the iPhone and iPad apps may be surprised to find that their default settings have been set to block out NSFW content in 'safe search'. Where this was once able to be set within the app, it can now only be changed in the device settings themselves. 

Want to update your settings so that NSFW content comes up in your feed? Follow these instructions and/or check out the screen shots below: 

Device Settings > Tumblr > Safe Mode > 'Don't Hide Anything'

This is important because we suspect that some of the blogs being deleted are ones which contain 'explicit content' but which have not flagged themselves as being explicit. 

Still, at the end of the day, any blog is at risk for a 'takedown'. If it happens to you, check out their support page for steps to dispute the deletion. Let us know how it goes! 

New Hat!

Not typically a hat person, but had to try the new PeekAbu hats from ABUniverse since OMG they're adorable. My giraffe came a little crooked, lol... otherwise, I love it! I'll be rocking this hat all over town. Probably gonna get the raccoon next, he sorta goes with Racket the Raccoon, and it would be dope if we both had hats. 

Trying Something New(ish)...

It was a year ago today that I first experimented with chastity, putting a 'little' into a cage and holding the key for a little bit. 

I've been curious about it ever since - I'd gotten pretty excited about the idea of being a 'key holder', lol... the power/control dynamic of that seems pretty dope. 

I've since taken little out of chastity a few times (lol), but haven't had the chance to really get seriously into it. A recent visit and some dabbling got me thinking - should probably have some cages on hand in case I'm lucky enough to care for a little who's up for shutting shit down. 

Fast forward: I went on Amazon and - voila! - some cages with decent reviews for a fairly reasonable price. I ordered one a few days ago, and it arrived today. 

Anyone up for some lockdown? Hit me up. Also, I'm new to this so - got tips or tricks? Inbox me. [18+] Thanks in advance! 

Q&A With Littleguyau

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have a Q&A with Littleguyau. You may know him from Tumblr (@littleguyau). I had the occasion to meet him at CAPCON 2018 and enjoy a breakfast or two with him, and he's a pretty cool little guy. Enjoy! 

Q&A with Littleguyau

Name/Nick: littleguyau 

Age: 35 or 3.5 

City/State/Country: Melbourne, Victoria, Australia 

AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? Little  

When did you first realize you were ABDL?  

I was about 6 years old the first time I tried on one of my baby sister's cloth diapers. I got a hell of a spanking for it.

What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?  

I used my sister's doll's diapers (newborn size), king-sized towels as well on occasion.

Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?  

I have an inkling they were aware (when I still lived at home), if they believe I still do it, we don't discuss it / they haven't ever mentioned it.

Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? Please explain.  

It's been so long, I do recall throwing out some plastic pants at one stage, but that's about it.

For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?  

When I was at university, I was only wearing irregularly, so it never was an issue.

How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?  

I told my first bf about it after feeling a lot of pressure from him (He lived 3 hours away from me, and I was looking to meet up with a local DL - he wanted to know what my texts were about and wouldn't relent). He tried it once or twice as foreplay. Since then I've never gotten far enough for it to come up. I haven't really dated since I've gone effectively 24/7. I did tell my nurse bf in Canada (lived there for two years) and he was comfortable with it, but didn't engage too much. As for parenting - I'm happy to be the fun gay uncle.

Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?  

I knew I had an interest in diapers at a very early age - I don't recall any major traumas in my life to support this theory. 

Some people have pointed out their observation that a larger-than-average number of multiple birth babies (twins, etc.) rep the ABDL lifestyle. If you are one of these, please explain what effect, if any, you feel this may have had on your ABDLishness.  

I'm not a twin, as far as I know ;)

For the older generation, please tell us more about what it was like being ABDL before social networking. I will be looking for the perspectives of members in their 40s, 50s, and even higher.  

I was fortunate enough to have dial-up just as I hit puberty. Downloading one VanGoo pic took about 30 minutes. The newsgroups (alt.sex.fetish.diapers) were letting me know I wasn't alone. I didn't engage with looking for others until I was 18. I later found out that a guy a year or two above me in high school, from my smallish hometown, was into diapers. We never really met though.

For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons.  

Early on, I found wetset, newsgroups (alt.sex.fetish.diapers), IRC, Deeker, DPF, big baby's home page, and a few others. Fortunately, I don't think there was too much time that I dwelled on thinking I might be alone in this.

Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.  

I don't think I'm too removed from the mainstream ABDL archetype. Although, I haven't had anyone with which to explore options. I have (regressed?) from a DL to a little thanks to encouragement from an LA friend who lived with me briefly in Sydney. 

What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?  

Definitely edging closer and closer to 100%. In my early 20's, I guess my libido was indiscriminate about how I got my rocks off, and really enjoyed vanilla sex with a few individuals. I'm demisexual (unable to enjoy sex without first forming a bond) so that has limited my exploration regarding the need for paraphilia during sex of late.

If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.  

More so every day, I enjoy the idea of being someone's little guy, being a super-helpful kiddo around the house (that's in my nature, generally). It could be related to being on the Autism spectrum, but I feel like I never really properly learnt how to do basic growedup things. Don't get me wrong, I get by, but I could definitely use some tweaks to do things more effectively - washing clothes, cooking etc.    

Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here:  

Only about a year ago, I was officially diagnosed on the Autism spectrum. My life has a very different, more sensible perspective now.  I'm in Melbourne, Victoria. Feel free to strike up a conversation.  

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Luvs Boat Land Edition: Aboimikey

Last weekend I was fortunate to have two diaperboys visit me at the 'cottage' I spend winters (and some weeks in summer, when it's not rented) at. ABoiMikey - a frequent 'Luvs Boat' regular - stopped by on Saturday for some impromptu 'little bro' time with a friend. The dreary backdrop made the onesie colors pop, so we headed down to the dock for a photoshoot. The results are below... enjoy. 

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Q&A With Denoteboom13

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have a Q&A with someone you'll probably recognize from Tumblr: Denoteboom13. He's submitted a very, very detailed Q&A - he even created some of his own questions - and it goes deep. Read it and get to know him! 

Q&A With Denoteboom13

Name/Nick: denoteboom13 

Age: 25

City/State/Country: Indianapolis, IN, USA 

AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? DL  

When did you first realize you were ABDL? 

I remember very vaguely being told that I was at the age where I wouldn't be in diapers and I knew that I didn't want that.  Once I was potty trained I still wet the bed and my parents always threatened to put me back in diapers if I didn't stop. I wished that it wouldn't stop but it did. My first experience being back in a diaper again was one Christmas when my sister got a doll and it came with a pack of diapers. I hid behind the couch and stuck one in my underwear. My whole family was in the living room with me. I have no idea how I thought that I was being sneaky. Everyone knew but quickly forgot about it. I forgot about it all until I babysat for the first time. 

What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen? 

I started baysitting at a young age and all of the kids wore Goodnites to bed. I quickly put together a babysitting bag with a first aid kit, some microwave popcorn, and a selection of DVDs to give me something to hide Goodnites in and took one or two at a time. For my birthday that year I traded my mountain bike for a road bike and started getting Goodnites and Depends Fitted Maximum Protection for myself. I already had a car, so once I got my license I found a place nearby that sold Tranquility ATN and thought they were the greatest! It wasn't until college that I ever ordered any diapers online and it wasn't until my senior year that I got to try actual ABDL diapers.   

Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted? 

Both of my parents know. It is kind of a weird story. My old Dell burned down so I was using my parents' desktop while I saved money to build my own. I was on aby.com when I got called in for emergency work at the high school. I was in the tech department for drama and emergency calls for electrical or set piece issues were not uncommon. It would be another three hours until my parents came home, so I drove to school and back. Somehow, in the 25 minutes that I was gone, BOTH of my parents came home and discovered my ABY profile open on their computer. I'm not sure which they took harder, me identifying as DL or me identifying as gay. They sent me to a psychologist for the whole summer before my senior year of high school before the psychologist finally convinced them to stop wasting their money because I was incredibly stable and healthy. Unfortunately he was not able to convince them that they were the problem, not me. They'd threaten to tell my sister to get me to do what they wanted and make a huge scene if I accidentally left any ABDL items in a place where they could see them. It got bad enough that I arranged to stay with a friend through the summer after freshman year of college because I wasn't welcome at home. They eventually realized they were losing their son and snapped out of it, but those were easily the darkest years of my life.

Have you dealt with the shame and regret that is the binge/purge cycle? 

Not really. I have a binge cycle for participating in the ABDL online community, where I'll be incredibly active for a few months and then lose interest and pretty much disappear for a year, but I'm always still in diapers on my own. I've never felt the purge in any aspect, though. I've always had diapers around and I've only ever deleted or completely abandoned one of my ABDL accounts, and that wasn't voluntary. 

For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how? 

I never kept diapers around freshman year. I didn't feel comfortable trying to hide them from my roommate and floor. I brought some ATNs to campus at the very end of sophomore year but never had the time to wear them. The summer before junior year I moved off campus and worked at the college, so I had the house to myself and went crazy. I had a case of M3 and SDK 1.0 and wore at least one diaper (often doubling) to work every day that summer. I was diapered often during the year as well and once had a roommate barge in on me during a party while I was changing. Fortunately for me he was too drunk to remember. Senior year was spent in Bellissimos, diapered every day and doubled on Wednesdays. I went through a handle of bourbon every week to deal with how terrible that year was and the diapers helped a lot! I found one local in town who was ABDL but never found a larger community or did anything with anyone else while at college.

How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? 

I'm not sure that it has. I'm diapered during most social outings but that hasn't affected anything. Only once did people find out that I was diapered and it was after I told them, and even then most people didn't believe me! They were arguing about whether or not I was wearing a diaper! Back when I was dating I never brought diapers into it or wore on dates. Get to know someone first, then introduce the fetish and see if they stay.   

How did you come out to your significant other? How did they handle it? 

I waited two months before bringing it up. I was home for Christmas break and ended up hanging out with an amicable ex who I found out that day was ABDL. I diapered him up (he was out of diapers) and we watched movies together. It was my first time with another ABDL and I had so much fun that I resolved to tell my boyfriend when I got back to college. I texted him that I had something to talk to him about in order to keep myself from being able to change my mind. His friend then spent the remainder of break consoling him since I was definitely going to tell him that I wanted to break up. His frantic panic sort of worked out in the end because his reaction to my confession was relief. In retrospect it was a pretty terrible way for me to handle the situation but six years later we got married, so I guess it wasn't too bad. He is not ABDL and has made it clear that he has no desire to participate but on rare occasions he'll let me diaper him up for a night.

Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out? 

Nope. I had a pretty great life until I turned 16 and I was ABDL long before that. You can add me to the list of ABDLs with a traumatic past but it had no influence on the development of my interest in ABDL. I was raped by a DL in high school. I don't know if he knew that I was a DL or if that played into why it happened. He worked at a local pizza place and I guess found me through my various pickup and delivery orders. I was 16 and he was 26. I got by by trying to pretend that it never happened. Even in my talks with the psychologist I couldn't talk about it. That went on for three years but everything came up in college when my parents were telling me that I couldn't come home for the summer. I worked through it eventually, but even through all of that I am still a DL. 

For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. 

Deeker's Diapers. These days it has a reputation for rampant pedophilia and wildly inappropriate content, but back then it was, to a 12 year old me, the only known location of ABDL content that catered to someone my age. And their alphabetic categorization scheme meant that I was never exposed to any of the things on the page that give it its reputation today. I'd come home from school and in the 150 minutes before my mom came home from work I'd read as many stories as I could get through. It gave me way too many wild expectations about who I'd be able to get diapered up when I went to summer camp or when I stayed over at a friend's, though. There was a brief period of time where Myspace was a possible refuge for the underage ABDL and I recall regularly communicating with a few people that at least claimed to be around my age, but the banhammer came around soon after and I saw the writing on the walls. Overnight the community disappeared so I got out before something got back to me. It made things exciting, though, like a prohibition-era speakeasy. Other, more dedicated platforms came around (or were subsequently discovered by me) once I came of age, but it was difficult for someone under 18. My earlier experiences told me that there were lots of us out there, but then all of a sudden I was told that the community isn't available to someone of my age and once the excitement of being persecuted wore off, it became pretty lonely. 

What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you? 

This is an odd question for me. I'm asexual, so sex is more of an as-needed thing when requested by my husband, and even then I often throw some kind of toy at him and tell him to let me go back to sleep. Sex is either uncomfortable or unsatisfying depending on the position, but incorporating diapers at least makes it tolerable. The husband usually allows it but he'll complain if he doesn't get some diaperless alone time every once in a while. Masturbation......it's generally only when I'm diapered but even then it's not all that often. Diapers are often sexual to me, but I guess not in a physical way? It's really hard to explain.  

What's your best memory involving the ABDL lifestyle? 

I convinced my boyfriend to diaper up for a Saturday. He and I were in the last of my Bellissimos and went to the zoo with his friend who knew of our situation. My boyfriend kept making a big deal every time he would wet it because the feeling was so unusual to him, and it ended up being hilariously cute! After the zoo we went out to dinner. I doubled up first but he insisted that he was still pretty dry. Well, he ended up leaking all over the booth as soon as we sat down to eat and he had to waddle back to the car afterward with large wet spots covering the front and back of his pants. I couldn't convince him to let me double him up or change him when we got home, but it was fun while it lasted!   

How has being asexual impacted your ABDL life? 

It's a hell of a lot cleaner, that's for sure. Diapered sex is messy pretty much any way you do it and I'm glad to not have to deal with it often. Being asexual in a fetish community is pretty weird and it's clear that a lot of people struggle with it. I continue to get messages on tumblr about coming out as asexual AND DL and how to explain to someone how those two can exist together. The biggest reason why I created my tumblr page originally was to show people that they can lead a perfectly normal life and also regularly indulge in DL things. Back then it seemed like AB was the only group represented and I wanted to change that. The DL representation is a lot stronger now and I'm proud that at least a few of them got the courage to participate because of me. As it became more apparent that people were struggling with asexuality I started being more outspoken about that as well.  

How do you wear such thick diapers in public? 

My approach to public wearing is threefold: 50% normalization, 50% apathy, and 50% cynicism. I've been diapered in public regularly for at least four years now. I've gotten used to it and it's just part of my routine. Even if someone caught on, so what? I don't know any of these people and they don't know me. People are unobservant and generally occupied with their own business. They aren't constantly staring  at your crotch. Usually. Only once have I ever been called out in public and it was by a drag queen during a show here in Indianapolis. I was already doubled and about to triple up when the decision was made to go out so I wasn't quite prepared. The queen made some comment about kink makes the world go 'round and then moved on with her show.   

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ABDL Bonus Weekend

[CWIS'S NOTE] If you haven't checked out the 'Luvs Boat' blog page, you can see it at wwwABDL.com/boat. I'll have more photos and video from this weekend's get-together in the coming days, in future entries and on the page. 

I fully expected that the last weekend of

boat season 2018 would be spent packing everything up

for the move from the boat to the cottage. 

And don't get me wrong, it was...

with cases and cases of diapers,

I had a lot of packing to do. 

Still, I'd get a break from rolling cases

up and down the dock...

I'd also heard from two local ABDL's - 

both new to the boat and, in fact,

new to meeting ABDLs.

"P" and I had met a few weeks before,

for breakfast. 

He was so new to all of this

that I hesitated in inviting him to an

ABDL Boat Day - 

a half dozen diaper boys all at once

can really shellshock a person. 

BearJesus12 had never met another ABDL. 

I'd be his first. 

Sidenote: I've been the first ABDL

a number of diaper boys in our community have met,

from my Fetlife 'little bro' ABenjaminbutton

to BearJesus12, "P", and more. 

I love that.

Because I've also been the second ABDL

many have met, 

after a disastrous first meeting,

and I know how putting your trust in the wrong person

as your first ABDL meetup

can have long-standing effects. 

Anyway, both boys would be coming

from less than an hour away.

I wasn't sure if we'd be snapping pics

or doing regression stuff or...

well, I didn't know what to expect, really. 

I figured I'd see what his comfort level was, and take it from there. 

It turned out Bear would be comfortable AF. 

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We'd start with some indoor pictures,

but quickly move outside

to the bridge

and, eventually, out on deck

for a bit of... fishing. 

True, the lake was mostly empty,

with many boats having been hauled for winter. 

Still, seeing someone so new to this

so relaxed outdoors,

just lounging around in diapers... 

there's nothing better than that. 

We'd wrap up his visit

with a little time in the crib... 

And there'd even be a little time for... 

Already planning this kid's next visit!

Coming soon... changing pics. 

"P" also turned out to be a cool-ass dude. 

He'd wear his first diaper ever

on the boat, 

and promptly take on the challenge

of wearing his first diaper in public, as well. 

We'd return to the boat

for a padded movie, some baby bottle slurping,

and night night - 

before awaking for breakfast the next morning

followed by a ton of trips

down the dock. 

Thanks for the help, "P"! 

I love being a part of people's 'firsts'... 

it's an honor, really. 

Q&A With Pup Artemis

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today on the blog, I have a Q&A and some awesome photos from someone new to the blog, Pup Artemis. I've long been interested in getting into puppy stuff and chastity, so I'm digging these pictures, especially. Read through his Q&A, get to know him, and hit him up if you have any questions about pup play. 

Q&A With Pup Artemis

Name/Nick: Artemis
Age: 27
City/State/Country: San Fransisco California
AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? ABDL Alpha PUp

Contact information!  

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@lilalphaartemis on telegram

When did you first realize you were ABDL? 

Around late middle early elementary school. I was picked on a lot and realized picturing other boys in diapers helped me process a lot of the anger and humiliation for some reason and I gradually realized I was attracted to the idea of a guy in a diaper. This gradually expanded and I started wanting to try them myself.


What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen? 

I did not sadly. I was raised by my mom and grams and often lived in small houses without a lot of privacy. I fantasized and looked at stuff online now and then but I never really tried anything until I lived on my own around 22ish. I did wet the bed until around 13-14 ish so I wore training pants for a long time but I never quite drew the connection between them.


Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted? 

Mom knows from Facebook. She checks in on my puppy Facebook from time to time. She does not really talk about it and neither do I. My little sister knows because we tell each other everything but it’s mostly a don’t ask don’t tell situation now.

How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting? 

Social life it lets me know who I can keep around and who just sucks as a human being and should be cut out. I enjoy being a diaper pup and if someone doesn’t like that well kiss my grits. I advocate a lot for diaper boys and pups and everyone to be able to show up to events padded if they wish. It’s something I believe very strongly in and am constantly arguing with others about. Yes I do believe in time and place with diapers. But someone trying to tell me my diapers don’t belong in Folsom is gonna get an earful.


Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out? 

I was the only boy in my family growing up. As such I got a lot of “be a big boy for mommy” whenever my mom traveled. So I had a hard time being a kid a lot because I wanted to be strong for mom. Now on the flip side when mom was around I was her total mommas boy. I actually had bed wetting issues until I was nearly 14 so I was in training pants for a lot longer then most people.

For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons. 

I remember browsing tumblr and thinking “aww what cute kids I just wanna take care of them all”. And sometimes the thoughts would get naughtier but generally it was all these paternal feelings for wanting to care for others. And then when I discovered puppy play the diapers just slotted neatly into my personality. I’m a big strong Alpha dog. But I have a soft gentle side and wanna be cuddles and held and changed by my Alpha or handler. It all just meshed well.  My strongest memory is also the first ABDL I ever met in person. I was on grindr (in rural Texas not an easy thing) and started chatting with a guy because I liked his Starcraft tattoo. At one point I was asking how he slept and he said “like a wet rock” and I was like huh? And he sent me a photo of him diapered. And suddenly my mind just went 28495030 miles an hour because I finally had met an ABDL and he lived nearby. We hung out and I diapered him and he eventually diapered me.

Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know. 

Well I am a diaper puppy as I mentioned. I also do handler stuff well diapered. But as a puppy my diapers are a very important part of my. It’s me showing my vulnerability. Yes I a big strong Alpha who tops all the subby dogs and tries his best to be a roll model. But sometimes I need help to. I need a change. Or someone to find my pacifier and let me curl up in there lap. It’s basically my way of helping connect to a handler or another Alpha in saying “okay. I trust you enough that I’m gonna let you see me vulnerable and trust you to take care of this part of me.”


What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you? 

Ehh 40-45%. Well I do get excited by the thought of another guy in diapers and putting him in them it’s mostly me wanting to care for and take care of someone. I’ll do sexual stuff with guys in diapers that ranges from just letting them grind against me well wet and teasing them. And I do enjoy the humiliation aspect of taking away control.  Diapers are msotly sexual for me when they involve me getting put in them by a dom. It’s them saying “I am in control now and you need to listen” and is one of my biggest subby triggers. That said I also don’t have to be sexual in diapers. When I mosh in a diaper it’s just a part of me. I get called and call myself The Little Alpha (it was my old packs nickname for me and it stuck)  for just that reason. I’m a little puppy who has some big shoes he tries to fill and wants to take care of everyone and also be taken care of.

If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel. 

Love it. Love every second. Some daddy/Sir type I click with wants me to be his little puppy boy I will be happily wagging away. I’ll fuss a bit and make them get a bit forceful with me generally because that’s part of the fun. But someone willing to diaper me and put me in my gear then just snuggle and cuddle me is someone who will melt my heart.  And on the other side of things I love helping others regress. It makes my paternal side so happy to see a little one comfortable in my arms in just a diaper sucking a pacifier. Or bottle feeding him well I rub his belly. Or watching him wet himself and not realize it’s happening because he’s so deep in his little space. Cuddling well we watch paw patrol and he claps excitedly along with the TV.  It’s those feelings that I live for.


I do wanna leave a little ending note saying that if anyone ever needs or wants someone to talk discussing diapers or pup play feel free to message me on any platform. I’m more then happy to chat. And to any little male or female who’s feeling sad alone or scared remember. There are lots of us out here. Your not alone. You are loved. It will get better. 

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