While in New York I had an amazing ABDL experience with a non-ABDL. It was dope as fuck, and I'll be blogging about it at some point in the near future.
Afterward, I needed a little time to recover.
So I took a little break.
I've got some great stories from Jesterbaby, and some new pictures to put up soon.
But I've avoided doing anything ABDL-related for a few weeks. Besides a link to a friend's blog and some pictures of my boy Baby Zac... nothing.
Why?
After my ten-day experience, some of which you'll read about soon, I came back online. My first move - logging into my Yahoo account - annoyed the fuck out of me; my first two messages were from people making negative remarks about other people in the ABDL community. I had just had ten diaper-filled, drama-free days, and it irritated me. It was killing my buzz. So I turned YIM off. I'll soon be turning it back on and getting to responding to messages. To anyone who's felt ignored, I apologize...
The second thing that happened was my logging on to FetLife. I read through my 'wall' and saw a few posts which looked interesting. I went to two of them. One was a post where people post messages they've gotten in their inboxes. While some of these were, admittedly, creepy and/or entertaining, I saw a lot of messages which, to me, appeared to be no more than people desperate to make connections reaching out to others who, in my opinion, should have had a lot more compassion and a lot less derision. That pissed me off. My second post was a post about something generic, but the thread had become a forum for bashing other ABDLs. The irony that the moderators of the group I was reading this bullshit in had removed a link to my "message to ABDLs" blog entry, citing rules against posting to "other websites" - fuckers. It's okay to bash people by posting confidential emails sent to you, but not okay to post a link to a positive, uplifting blog entry? FUCK THE ABDL COMMUNITY.
Well, okay, that's a little harsh... but that's how I felt for a few weeks. I'd just had an amazing experience with someone who is basically my best friend, someone who is not ABDL but was willing to be diapered for me and was astonishingly positive about it. Again, I'll be writing more about this soon. In the meantime, I needed a little break from some of the negativity that I see in our "community" on a daily basis. So to anyone who may have felt like I abandoned them... my apologies.
I'm making a slow, steady comeback. In the next week you'll read a new story from Jesterbaby, and see some new photos. I'll also announce a contest. And, in the next few weeks, you'll read my New York story.
Thanks for continuing to come by and visit Abysitter.com; in the past two weeks we passed 200,000 visitors - pretty amazing! And, in the past 48 hours, I've had over 1,000 unique viewers sent here from two different diaper sites which featured the blog... thanks!
Love you all... well, most of you...
Cwis
2 comments:
What a brat you are being Cwis.
We all love your blog BUT no one is forcing you to posnt anything.
If you can't stand the heat then keep out of the public kitchen!!!
^^^^^^^ hahahahaha.
Actually, I was thinking the same thing, but I have to admit, Cwis has churned out content for 2.5 years, pretty much without a break, I am thinking about all of the breaks I've taken from this fetish and I feel kind of bad.
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