Baby Pictures: Diaper Boy Damien Turner

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today, I have some 'baby pics' from Diaper Boy Damien Turner. Damien appeared here in 2011 - twice, actually. You may know him from Tumblr: 

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Damien features pictures of him in public restrooms and other places that are kinda out in the open. You may have also seen some of his "expose me" photos. Damien actually was exposed - fired from his job because of diapers. He'll share that story here in a future blog entry, and more photos, too... 

Thanks, Damien!

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Diaper Artwork...

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have some ABDL artwork, submitted courtesy of LorenzoPaddedUp. You recently saw a Lorenzo pictorial here, and he did a Q&A as well. Today I have some comics he commissioned from ABDL artists Ah-Bagels and DiaperPailArkham. If you're on ABDL Tumblr you're probably familiar with their work. If not, click the links below and check it out: 

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Artwork is a great way to capture those scenes that you might not otherwise be able to. Don't have your online padded pal and a photographer? Imagine the scene, send it over to an artist, and bam! you have your imagination courtesy of a cartoon. Nice! 

Note that, despite the hardcore regression, everyone depicted in the drawings is over 18 years of age - y'all know my policy. If anyone commissions anything adorable and wants to share, email me. 18+

Thanks, Lorenzo! 

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Commissions: Diaper Pail Arkham on Tumblr

Commissions: AhBagels on Tumblr

The last three were done by Lorenzo himself. 

Hit him up on Tumblr: LorenzoPaddedUp.

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Baby Pictures: Min

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have some more adorable 'baby pics' from Min! You'll remember Min from his recent Q&A. He is 33 and lives in Colorado Springs, CO with his girlfriend. If you don't already follow him on Twitter, hit him up! @Kmin3603478!

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Q&A With LorenzoNappieTime

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have a Q&A and some baby pics from someone I first posted last week: LorenzoNappieTime.

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If you don't already follow his big bro Baby Gizz do it - you'll see him appear there quite a bit, as well. Today he's taken the time to share more of his story. Read, enjoy, and if you'd like to share your own story with my readers, hit me up in an email: abysitter@gmail.com. As always, 18+. 

Q&A with LorenzoNappieTime

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Name/Nick: Lorenzo  

Age: 21 

City/State/Country: Ohio 

AB/DL/BabyFur/Other? Little, neko boy, twink, wedgie boy, abdl  

When did you first realize you were ABDL?        

  

I don't know really. Probably at a 16 or 13 but at the time I didn't know that term or heard that there was a name for what I was into. At first I started off on youtube doing wedgie dares. That's how most people know me. My name was wedgiedarebrothers on youtube. I was still fascinated by diapers and wanted to wear but at the time didn't have money. I always had really awesome diaper dreams of getting babied and that.

What steps did you take to get your diaper 'fix' as a child and/or teen?       

   

I know one time when I was in middle school I accidentally wet my undies in class. Was super embarrassing and my desk seat was all wet. Was sent to nurses office. They had spare sweatpants for me to wear which they called a spare tire but they didn't have any underwear to give me to wear. So they had me wear a hospital tape diaper. The most humiliating and embarrassing part was they had to put it on for me cause they knew I probably wouldnt know how to put it on and want to make sure it doesn't fall off. They layed me down on the hospital lounge then to make it even more embarrassing they wiped me with baby wipes and I think they put baby powder so I wouldn't sweat from wearing it in school. I got all blushy. I wore it and I didnt throw it away when I got home from school. I kept it and wore it all the time, didn't use it because it was only diaper I had but eventually my mom found in room and threw it away.

At one of my grandparents house. They used to let me drink out of my favorite bottle. I use to fill it up with orange juice or milk or chocolcate milk which is my favorite to put in my bottle to this day hehe. I drank out of it when I was 12 to 16 but my mom found out and she yelled at them for letting me drink out of it that i was to old for that. They used to argue why not he likes it and its not hurting anybody. My first time getting diapers was when I was 15 or 16. My parents were gone and I rode my bike up to the store. I bought a case of goodnites, was super shy and embarrassed to buy and even carry them to the register. To make it more embarrassing there was a really cute girl at the register to, I literally just embarrassed myself saying, there for my younger brother. She was like ok. Was such a dumb move, cause its like she obviously knows now they are for me cause I made a excuse for buying them when I didnt even need to explain myself for buying them. I rode my bike home with the pack of diapers in the bag. I ran up to my bathroom then quickly undressed then opened them up. Then I slid them on and omg was most amazing thing thats ever happened to me. I was like im wearing a diaper this is amazing.

Do your parents and/or siblings know about you and diapers? If so, please explain how, and how they reacted?     

     

My parents know and it was super embarrassing. They found out like last year. They were cleaning my room one day was unexpected. I came home from work and I saw the door open to my closet and im like "oh no they probably saw my diaper stash" but i pretended like maybe they didn't see. It was a that point I saw my dad folding my onesies.Im like oh no they probably know now. After all the cleaning. My mom then asked "why do you have 2 packs of diapers in your closet?". Im like idk. My mom was like "are you wetting the bed again? " Im like no. So it was no use I had to come clean. I told them that it makes me feel little and that wearing diapers sometimes is a stress reliever (which it is). My mom was like "oh ok, we just wanted to know why you had them but we love you no matter what. My dad suggested that if I wanted to see someone to see why im into it I could. Im like no im good. My mom said "well id rather have my boy in diapers then taking drugs". Im like in my head "omg my mom didnt just say that". Made me blush a lot.

For collegebabies/DLs, did this interest affect your college experiences? If so, how?          

Didn't really affect my college experience except for useful when I had to go to the bathroom.

How has this fetish affected your social life and/or dating? Married life? Parenting?     

     

Its really a part of me and who I am. Dating wise I usually tell the person even when I first talk to them about me being a little. I dont like keeping it a secret. Plus its like I want them to accept me for it and be able to maybe baby me and spend time in diapers with me. I dont force them to but at least for them to be respectful of it. SomeI met like one of my ex's that I still talk to nothing bad really happened between us just I didnt really feel the same love for him but he is still very sweet and kind. He wore for me even though he never tried. Even when I was shy to ask him if he would wear with me he said "Babe dont ever be afraid to ask me to do something. I fell in love with you and i dont want you to be scared to ask me to do anything with you". He was such a sweetheart. I cant really date people who arnt ok with it and think its weird. Its a part of who I am and I dont want to give it up. There are even some people I met who have actually tried it for me and enjoyed it . One person said "I see why you love being a little, I like it so far". Two that I met actually wet their diaper and enjoyed it.      

I recently have slowly been telling my close friends about my little side. All of them are cool with it and have said they will always support me and will not judge me on what I like. I have very nice really cool friends. One of my friends who made a tumblr. I told her oh il add you on my normal tumblr, but i mostly post on my other tumblr. She asked "whats your other tumblr?". I said you know the thing im into. Shes like ohhh okay. Then she said "well you can follow me on that one to if you want, I don't mind". Im like no way this is awesome. Then one day I was looking at my notifications and it showed her following me. I sent her a message, I was like I saw your following me, just want to let you know there are pics of me in diapers and that just so you know what to expect from my blog. Shes like "its ok I don't mind". Made me so happy one of my best friends was following my blog and supporting me!! Some are super cool with me sharing what onesies i should get and what they think on my drawing art I have done. They complimented alot on my ben 10 diaper drawing i did. They liked it.      One of my best friends that like a big bro to me. I sometimes share some of my pics to see what he thinks and sometimes like to show him my new little stuff. He is super chill and very trustworthy. He said "as long as it isnt any messy or wet pics im fine with giving you advice on the pics.

Some experts believe that we become the way we are because of traumas experienced at an early age, including abuse and/or neglect. Do your life experiences bear this out?   

   

I mean I don't know. I think even if I didn't have that middle school incident or being able to drink out of a bottle. I still think I would still be who I am today.I have always been into diapers plus I had lots of dreams about it.

For the little dunces, please tell us about what it was like to discover this fetish/lifestyle on the Internet. Please be at least 18 at the time of writing, but be specific about what age you discovered it, what sites helped you, and keep this part PG for obvious reasons. 

I think I was 16 or 17 when I discovered diaper sites like when I discovered diaper boys and girls like me on tumblr or diaperbois. Tumblr, youtube, and diaperbois was a big one that helped me. And some diaper friends my age at the time have showed me or let me try on the abdl diapers.

Do your interests involve a subset of this community, such as babyfurs, diaper disciplinarians, wet/messy, sissybabies etc.? Please tell us about it. I won't even try to be specific here; just tell us what you think people should know.

I am a neko boy, little, I love making messy and wet in my diape. My little bro pedigreeangel always teases me calling me a sissy boy, even though he is one to hehe. I did have some experiences where I had real accidents. Like on baby-gizz's birthday I was thinking about wearing a diaper to work to celebrate but then I was like il wear when i get home. Then after work really had to go to the bathroom. I got home then ran up the stairs. Opened up my apartment door then stepped in then I messed my pants on accident. Im like of all days I had a real accident in my pants on gizzy's birthday. I told gizzy, he laughed and said "looks like you really do need to wear diapers from now on". Was pretty silly and cute.  

Another time was at disney world. We were heading out of the magic kingdom then my dad asked if I had to use the bathroom I said no im fine. We got on the busses to head back to our resort hotel. Then I felt the urge to go potty. I had to mess so bad. I held it in and was tooting alot. Finally got off the bus ran towards our room but my parents had the key. I told them to hurry up. They unlocked the door then I ran to the bathroom then opened the toilet seat but it kept closing down on me. Then all of a sudden it happened, I messed my pants. Im like no way all that holding it in and of all places I had a accident right in the bathroom near the toilet. My parents yelled at me and said "how did you mess yourself when you were in the bathroom already. It was so embarrassing


What % of your sexual activities and/or masturbation incorporate diapers? Has this caused problems for you?  

Cant really think of a percentage but i guess maybe 90%. I really like messing my diapers, sometimes i love doing enemas, and those challenges like the banana challenge and marshmallow. Also love using my magic wand on my diaper. Feels really good. Its also super fun rubbing diapers against each other to with my diaper friends. I love just sitting in my mushy diaper feels so nice.       

If you get into the regression aspect of ABDL please tell us more about that. If you do not, and you have feelings about being lumped into a fetish involving it, explain how it makes you feel.  

The regression aspect I love. It just feels so nice being taken care of and being babied. Having to be dependable on somebody else to change you, carry you, feed you and that. Gets me so much in the little mood getting babied. Especially getting spanked and getting my diaper change to  puts me in the place.  Also love bubble baths to. Just makes you feel so little and childish. Makes me giggle and smile getting babied. Cuddles are the best too.   

Don't let yourself be limited by my questions. If you have anything else at all that you would like to say please feel free to say it here...  

I wanted to add some people ask how I got into messing. Well I have to say at first I did like doing it but I was always afraid to sit in it and wasn't sure if I would like it. Was mostly scared of clean up part and how hard it would be. Id have to say someone who really helped me out a lot was my big bro Baby-Gizz!! He helped me through it and told me that clean up is pretty easy. He helped me through having the confidence to sit in my dirty diaper. At first when I sat in it felt weird but wow it felt so good. So mushy and warm. Some people ask how it feels. Feels like your sitting in play-dough, also sometimes the clean up is not so bad. Sometimes when I sat in my mess and took of the diaper to go clean. Sometimes there was nothing on my butt. Its like play-dough you mush it down but it never really sticks to you but it depends on the state of your mess really. Sometimes you'll get some messy on your bum sometimes you wont but always make sure to take a shower. Taking a shower, makes cleaning easy. Also if you want to experience or are curious what its like to mess your diaper. Just put some bananas down your diaper or warm oatmeal it feels just like a messy but it doesn't stink. 

Anything else?

Also Id like to thank some other of my diaper friends and the community for giving me confidence to show myself. I was a bit shy at first but now I feel confident with all the support. I love this community and so glad that im not alone to be into this. I also have had messages say that they loved my youtube account and my blog and that my blog helped inspired them to experience themselves and to not hide. I was so happy to hear that and to hear I inspired people to show themselves and do stuff they were afraid to do. There are a few people I know that have inspired me like my big bro baby-gizz, pedigreeangel, minimax, thepaddedprince, pull-up-prince, dbcayden, tynanmax, and also the littletriforce!! Could go on for hours!! Anyway Id like to close this off by saying that im a proud little to be part of this amazing community!! :)

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Dirty Dumper & DNA...

One town in Canada has ordered a DNA test

to try to determine the identity

of the person or person(s) dumping

soiled baby and adult diapers

on their roads. 

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And call your local trash service, or find a nearby landfill.

C'mon, ya'll... 

Baby Pictures: Min

[CWIS'S NOTE] Up today I have some pictures of Min. You may remember Min from his November Q&A on this blog. He's also on Twitter. Min is 33, living with his g/f in Colorado Springs, CO, and has a full nursery. He's looking for followers, friends, and playdates, so hit him up!

Up today, we've got some shots of Min looking pretty in pink, and some scenes from the nursery. More to come from Min and friends in the future, too. Thanks, Min! 

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Ebook Update & Question #1...

First of all, a very sincere thank you... 

I want to thank everyone for your support. When I first published my e-book, Tales from the Crib, 

I have a confession to make: I was worried I might not sell very many copies lol. I've been blogging for more than nine years, and I know my blog readers sort of got accustomed to reading page after page of my stories without having to pay a penny.  I've heard "you should write a book" so many times, but... would anyone actually buy one? 

Well, a whole bunch of you have - whew! hehe - and for that I am extremely grateful.  

Unless you've written true accounts of your own ABDL experiences, I'm guessing you probably have no idea what goes into writing these stories. I'm not some copywriter over here churning out page after page of fapfiction; it takes me hours to complete a single blog entry, sometimes. The Little Bwo story I put together for this book took two days to write. Finishing the Baby Mikey story - finally, lol - took an entire afternoon. If you've noticed that it can sometimes take me months to write the next chapter of a story, that's often because the process takes so much out of me. These are real memories - some of the best moments of my life, and some of the worst, too - and I'm trying to do them justice on the pages of a blog (and, now, an e-book). Don't believe me? Write a story about a real-life ABDL encounter, and I bet you'll see.

Proceeds from the sale of the e-book are being put toward an ABDL resource project I am working on. Every copy of the e-book allows me to pay more for hosting, graphics, and other expenses that I'd otherwise have to cover myself. 

I spent nearly $500 alone on my photo contest, between sponsoring a prize a merchant couldn't cover and shipping out diaper sample packs to everyone who didn't win one of the other prizes. When I'm not abysitting I'm a freelance writer and social media manager, and every hour I spent writing ABDL stories and/or working on this project is an hour I'm not getting paid for freelancing. Frankly, I can't afford to do that all the time lol. Your support of my e-book helps offset that, and I love you guys for it. 

If you haven't purchased a copy yet, please check out the table of contests and FAQs - just click the link below. It's 350 pages of ABDL stories and commentary, and a ton of pics. And it benefits some amazing shit I'm excited to be able to share with you soon. 18+, please - and thanks, again, for your support.   

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By the way, I've gotten a few comments on the blog, and some anonymous messages on Tumblr, from folks who want to buy a copy but who don't have PayPal or can't have "Abysitter" show up on their credit card statements. I can't reply to anon messages, folks. If you are one of those in this predicament, please email me at abysitter@gmail.com and I'll be glad to make alternative arrangements. 

Speaking of resources... 

Who remembers the blog series I did called What Makes Us Tick?  

You might remember that, back in 2010, I put out a request for help with this. A whole bunch of you responded, giving me your thoughts on why we are the way we are. I even did a Part II.  

I had plans to continue this series, but some of the responses that I got from my readers for my next question were so emotionally charged that I started reaching out to people individually. I never wrote the next part of the series. I was afraid to post some of the stories, honestly. Some of us have been waiting since forever to write about this, and the responses I was getting showed that. This is an emotional subject for some of us, filled with binging/purging, diaper drama, and some real doubts, in some cases.  

Instead of putting together the next 'chapter' in the series, I decided to put together an ABDL Guide. I reached out to people individually for help, and got some really good information back. People also offered to submit illustrations and photos, and folks approached me with a ton suggestions. 

I started working on it a few years ago, but a hard drive meltdown and backup failure resulted in the loss of a lot of what I'd completed. I got a promotion around the same time, became super busy with work and life stuff, and put it on the back burner for a while...  

Last year after a corporate restructuring gave me some extra time for travel I attended a diaper convention for the first time. I met a ton of you, and talked and listened to people from all corners of our community. I attended educational classes, where I listened to presentations on all sorts of things related to ageplay.  

One thing that struck me was that there are far more people than I realized who struggle with this aspect of their lives. I also noticed what may be a correlation between mental health issues and a need for 'littlespace' - and while that's not to say that people who are ABDL need mental health treatment, it did make me wonder what role this lifestyle plays in our mental health status - positive, negative, neutral?  I decided it was time to revisit the idea of an ABDL Guide.  

In coming weeks/months I'll begin putting out requests for help with this project of mine. I'll be asking people to share real-life experiences on certain topics, and to answer questions, in both poll and paragraph format. Some of these questions may be very personal. I hope to do some interviews at an upcoming convention for this, as well. I hope you'll consider helping. 

Answer my questions. 

Contribute illustrations. 

Submit photos that represent who we are and what we love about this. 

Or just buy the e-book, read some ABDL stories, and support the project. 

Question #1... The first question that I have is... what questions do you have?  

Is there something about your 'little side' you've been wondering about? 

Is there something about the ABDL fetish that you'd like me to crowdsource to the community? 

I've gotten a ton of requests for more about the history of our community itself, and I'm working on that. 

I've gotten a lot of requests for my blog entry on "Keeping It 18+", and I'm working on that. (It's actually done, in fact, and those of you who get my blog entries by email may have seen a preview copy that accidentally posted on 1/1 at 1 a.m. - whoops!) 

I've had suggestions for essays on relationships, safety, ageism, and - well, you get the idea. 

So many suggestions.  

But I still want to know: what do you want to read about?  

This isn't a survey - I'm asking you to email me and send a message with what you'd like to see an ABDL Guide contain.  Thanks in advance for taking the time!  

And again, if you purchased the e-book - you rock.   

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